Feujnwenckenfkrejt.
Incapable.
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
are you running out of breath from running through my head all night?
Hey now.
I'm feelin' kinda super amazing right now, so I figured I should blog.
Let's review today.
So, it was off uniform day. I unfortunately woke up feeling horrible, but MAGICALLY, that kind of just went away. Yeah, magic... that's it... so anyway, I went to English and wrote more of my essay. I even listened to music. It seems my teacher no longer cares if we listen to our ipods. YEAH, GOOOOD. Anyway, then science. I didn't get my homework done, so my teacher wasn't too impressed. Luckily he didn't notice that I was late. We did an experiment, as per usual. I got the feeling everyone in that class hates me. I guess I don't care... it's not like it's any different in my other classes... I only have four friends in grade 9... but who needs 'em? I have plenty of friends in other grades, which is just lovely. When I said who needs 'em, I didn't mean who needs those four, because I need those four. What I was saying was that pretty much, all the grade nines at STA are not awesome. That said, lunch was pretty cool. I don't know. Yeah. French... I had a test. I don't think I did too well, but... well, I don't know. What's with me and not knowing tonight? I don't know. Phys Ed... back to running and whatnot, as well as CPR. Omnomomdummyfaces? Basically. Then the day ended, in all it's off uniform glory. It was a pretty basic day, but I was expecting worse. Umm... then I went home and pretty much fell asleep with Romeo, dreaming happy little thoughts. :3 Yesyes.
Hmm... I just thought of something. You know what irks me, just a bit? Nope, nevermind. Not sharing.
Enough of that. Moving along, I had guitar tonight. It was pretty sad playing Fall Out Boy songs. Is it sad that I almost cried? Yeah, kinda pathetic. But you can just go suck it. I can't help the way I feel.
Anyway, I'm going to end this now. :) Good day.
I'm feelin' kinda super amazing right now, so I figured I should blog.
Let's review today.
So, it was off uniform day. I unfortunately woke up feeling horrible, but MAGICALLY, that kind of just went away. Yeah, magic... that's it... so anyway, I went to English and wrote more of my essay. I even listened to music. It seems my teacher no longer cares if we listen to our ipods. YEAH, GOOOOD. Anyway, then science. I didn't get my homework done, so my teacher wasn't too impressed. Luckily he didn't notice that I was late. We did an experiment, as per usual. I got the feeling everyone in that class hates me. I guess I don't care... it's not like it's any different in my other classes... I only have four friends in grade 9... but who needs 'em? I have plenty of friends in other grades, which is just lovely. When I said who needs 'em, I didn't mean who needs those four, because I need those four. What I was saying was that pretty much, all the grade nines at STA are not awesome. That said, lunch was pretty cool. I don't know. Yeah. French... I had a test. I don't think I did too well, but... well, I don't know. What's with me and not knowing tonight? I don't know. Phys Ed... back to running and whatnot, as well as CPR. Omnomomdummyfaces? Basically. Then the day ended, in all it's off uniform glory. It was a pretty basic day, but I was expecting worse. Umm... then I went home and pretty much fell asleep with Romeo, dreaming happy little thoughts. :3 Yesyes.
Hmm... I just thought of something. You know what irks me, just a bit? Nope, nevermind. Not sharing.
Enough of that. Moving along, I had guitar tonight. It was pretty sad playing Fall Out Boy songs. Is it sad that I almost cried? Yeah, kinda pathetic. But you can just go suck it. I can't help the way I feel.
Anyway, I'm going to end this now. :) Good day.
Saturday, February 20, 2010
HELLO! Blogging tonight is more than necessary.
So today, I woke up feeling something like a lighter form of death. I went to sleep semi early last night and slept as late as I possibly could. Unfortunately, I only slept till around 11. I was determined to sleep my day away and lay in the darkness of my bedroom, thinking only the worst of thoughts. For whatever reason though, I dragged myself out of bed at 1 and showered. I washed all the scum down the drain, as well as any hope of doing absolutely nothing all day. I ate some celery and then cancelled previously considered plans with someone, because I'm lame like that. Did I really have any good reason to cancel? No, not at all. Nothing against the person, just everything against me. I wouldn't want to be a downer or anything.
For whatever reason, I considered hanging out with a different friend. With that friend, there's less pressure to be amazing and happy around them. But right during those five minutes, another friend texted me and asked to hang out. Remember how I said I have friends? I wasn't kidding. So I decided to suck it up and make plans with that friend. However as I was getting ready, the perfect addition to my bleak self occurred...
Fall Out Boy is on an indefinite hiatus. There goes my childhood. There goes my ray of sunshine. There goes the music I could always count on to lend me a hand at the very furthest of my falls. Gone. Never to play another show or release another CD. I didn't, and still don't care who all hates them. If they do, so be it. I couldn't ever expect anyone to feel quite the way I do about them. Don't take this as me claiming to be their "nUmB3r OnE f4nn!!!121!!oneone!!1". I'm almost certain I'm not. But the main thing is, they helped me countless times. I can take just about every line from Take This To Your Grave songs and relate it to my life. If my memory were perfect, I could tell you a minimum of 20 times that 20 Dollar Nose Bleed has shown me light. Don't look at me like a drama queen. I already told you; I don't expect you to understand. That said, I cried and felt awful.
Shortly after, my friend came over. Yes, I looked like a mess. No, it didn't matter. I got decent and we headed out to embark on a bussing journey to a mall. Another tragic event; I saw someone who I used to be best friends with on that bus. That made me feel horrible. She really was a good person. It's truly a shame that things didn't work out with us.
Anyway, we made it to the mall and met up with another friend. That friend blew off a party and a plentiful amount of bad decisions that would have followed. I'm proud beyond belief. Anyway, it was a good time. I got over the tragedies and had a good time. Then, another friend and his friend joined us. It was kind of awkward, but oh well. I still liked it. GUESS WHAT HAPPENED THEN, READERS. Get ready for this, the plot will thicken once more. Someone who I used to consider a reasonably close friend was at the mall. I'm certain he saw me. Did he say hi? No. Of course not. He hates me. I should've known. Hooray for feeling the burning sensation of "FRIEND LOSS" once again. It wasn't pleasant. Eventually the mall closed, and I left with one friend to bus back to my house. We were listening to music, but then her ipod died. It was unfortunate, but we had some pretty cool conversations. Then, we arrived at our final destination as far as public transit goes.
Hot drinks from Tim Hortons in hand, we started walking to my house. Finally, I had the conversation I so needed. I discussed something in my life. It is so far from wonderful, but is undeniably a huge part of my life so far. I needed to talk about it, badly. Luckily, it was a very best friend who I was walking with. The friend who understands me to no end, always seems to be there at all the truly mandatory times and is an inspiration in so many ways. Discussing this with her was like discussing this with a diary or something, but even a hundred times better. She could relate so perfectly and didn't judge. Well, if she did I'm certain it was nothing lurid. In a nutshell, it was the best conversation I'd had in a while.
When I got home and she left, I then discussed something with another friend. Exploration of the theory of the universe, actually. It was moderately intense. I'm very glad about this. I've been hoping for quite a while now that he would turn out to be one of those friends who I can have such conversations with.
After this, I took a... risk. I started a conversation with someone who I'd always been much too afraid to speak to. He is honestly the most oppinionated student at my school. His intelligence is just striking. I bet he could even give quite a few teachers a run for their money. We discussed something else that I've been severely wanting to discuss. Whenever I spoke to anyone else about this, I was always getting the same answers. I now know that I can surely count on him for a different perspective with many reasons to back himself up. I'm quite thrilled about this. :)
My final analysis of this; my day has been quite contrasting. I woke up convinced today would be atrocious only to find that it's been very nice, as well as productive. I'm also realizing that 2010 is a great year. As I said to my friend, I'm finally collecting more important pieces to the puzzle of my life. I've been collecting since birth, but it seems that during 2009, I stopped looking. I dropped everything. 2010 is surely making up for this. It's filled with much more pleasant things, as well as lessons. Oh, lessons. I have all the friends a girl my age could ask for. Speaking of friends, don't be surprised if I post an entry about them all in the near future. I'm doing well in school, and becoming more thoroughly engrossed in the thing that interests me. I'm hoping to follow through with this. I just... like life. :) I don't ever want to return to the dark era where I didn't see this. It is not necessary or helpful for anyone. Oh gosh, I need to be ending this but now I'm wanting to further explore... Nope. This is it. Goodnight. :)
P.S. My entries's little clocks seem to be off. For the record, it's 2:20 AM of Sunday now.
So today, I woke up feeling something like a lighter form of death. I went to sleep semi early last night and slept as late as I possibly could. Unfortunately, I only slept till around 11. I was determined to sleep my day away and lay in the darkness of my bedroom, thinking only the worst of thoughts. For whatever reason though, I dragged myself out of bed at 1 and showered. I washed all the scum down the drain, as well as any hope of doing absolutely nothing all day. I ate some celery and then cancelled previously considered plans with someone, because I'm lame like that. Did I really have any good reason to cancel? No, not at all. Nothing against the person, just everything against me. I wouldn't want to be a downer or anything.
For whatever reason, I considered hanging out with a different friend. With that friend, there's less pressure to be amazing and happy around them. But right during those five minutes, another friend texted me and asked to hang out. Remember how I said I have friends? I wasn't kidding. So I decided to suck it up and make plans with that friend. However as I was getting ready, the perfect addition to my bleak self occurred...
Fall Out Boy is on an indefinite hiatus. There goes my childhood. There goes my ray of sunshine. There goes the music I could always count on to lend me a hand at the very furthest of my falls. Gone. Never to play another show or release another CD. I didn't, and still don't care who all hates them. If they do, so be it. I couldn't ever expect anyone to feel quite the way I do about them. Don't take this as me claiming to be their "nUmB3r OnE f4nn!!!121!!oneone!!1". I'm almost certain I'm not. But the main thing is, they helped me countless times. I can take just about every line from Take This To Your Grave songs and relate it to my life. If my memory were perfect, I could tell you a minimum of 20 times that 20 Dollar Nose Bleed has shown me light. Don't look at me like a drama queen. I already told you; I don't expect you to understand. That said, I cried and felt awful.
Shortly after, my friend came over. Yes, I looked like a mess. No, it didn't matter. I got decent and we headed out to embark on a bussing journey to a mall. Another tragic event; I saw someone who I used to be best friends with on that bus. That made me feel horrible. She really was a good person. It's truly a shame that things didn't work out with us.
Anyway, we made it to the mall and met up with another friend. That friend blew off a party and a plentiful amount of bad decisions that would have followed. I'm proud beyond belief. Anyway, it was a good time. I got over the tragedies and had a good time. Then, another friend and his friend joined us. It was kind of awkward, but oh well. I still liked it. GUESS WHAT HAPPENED THEN, READERS. Get ready for this, the plot will thicken once more. Someone who I used to consider a reasonably close friend was at the mall. I'm certain he saw me. Did he say hi? No. Of course not. He hates me. I should've known. Hooray for feeling the burning sensation of "FRIEND LOSS" once again. It wasn't pleasant. Eventually the mall closed, and I left with one friend to bus back to my house. We were listening to music, but then her ipod died. It was unfortunate, but we had some pretty cool conversations. Then, we arrived at our final destination as far as public transit goes.
Hot drinks from Tim Hortons in hand, we started walking to my house. Finally, I had the conversation I so needed. I discussed something in my life. It is so far from wonderful, but is undeniably a huge part of my life so far. I needed to talk about it, badly. Luckily, it was a very best friend who I was walking with. The friend who understands me to no end, always seems to be there at all the truly mandatory times and is an inspiration in so many ways. Discussing this with her was like discussing this with a diary or something, but even a hundred times better. She could relate so perfectly and didn't judge. Well, if she did I'm certain it was nothing lurid. In a nutshell, it was the best conversation I'd had in a while.
When I got home and she left, I then discussed something with another friend. Exploration of the theory of the universe, actually. It was moderately intense. I'm very glad about this. I've been hoping for quite a while now that he would turn out to be one of those friends who I can have such conversations with.
After this, I took a... risk. I started a conversation with someone who I'd always been much too afraid to speak to. He is honestly the most oppinionated student at my school. His intelligence is just striking. I bet he could even give quite a few teachers a run for their money. We discussed something else that I've been severely wanting to discuss. Whenever I spoke to anyone else about this, I was always getting the same answers. I now know that I can surely count on him for a different perspective with many reasons to back himself up. I'm quite thrilled about this. :)
My final analysis of this; my day has been quite contrasting. I woke up convinced today would be atrocious only to find that it's been very nice, as well as productive. I'm also realizing that 2010 is a great year. As I said to my friend, I'm finally collecting more important pieces to the puzzle of my life. I've been collecting since birth, but it seems that during 2009, I stopped looking. I dropped everything. 2010 is surely making up for this. It's filled with much more pleasant things, as well as lessons. Oh, lessons. I have all the friends a girl my age could ask for. Speaking of friends, don't be surprised if I post an entry about them all in the near future. I'm doing well in school, and becoming more thoroughly engrossed in the thing that interests me. I'm hoping to follow through with this. I just... like life. :) I don't ever want to return to the dark era where I didn't see this. It is not necessary or helpful for anyone. Oh gosh, I need to be ending this but now I'm wanting to further explore... Nope. This is it. Goodnight. :)
P.S. My entries's little clocks seem to be off. For the record, it's 2:20 AM of Sunday now.
Friday, February 19, 2010
Hey there. I guess it's been a while. Not actually, but three days feels like it.
Uhh, quick blogness. Wednesday, I hung out with Alexander. Thursday, Emily came over. Friday... oh, that's today.
Here, lemme tell you about today.
I woke up kind of late and my hair was standing on end. I dashed around the house and made it to the bus on time. I put on my lovely little headphones and went to my locker. Arranged books, talk to people, etc and whatever. English. Essay. Excellent. Enough said. Science. Success! Lunch. Lovely. French. Fuckingwhatever? :} Phys Ed.
Oh, phys ed. Health, actually. We had this big project due today and I spent the three provided classes just goofing off and not working at all. I did the entire project today in 75 minutes, and I think I did pretty good. I sure showed my teacher! She was severely doubting me. DON'T GO DOUBTING ME. :)
After school, I hung out with Jared. For like... 7 hours. And a bit of Korrin. It was pretty great.
Idon'tknowIdon'tknowIdon'tknow.
Now I'm just sitting here, worrying about my bffl. Yes, you. No, not you, Miss 420. The other you. Yeah, that's right. I'm worrying up a storm, actually. :/
Shutting up time. Bye.
Uhh, quick blogness. Wednesday, I hung out with Alexander. Thursday, Emily came over. Friday... oh, that's today.
Here, lemme tell you about today.
I woke up kind of late and my hair was standing on end. I dashed around the house and made it to the bus on time. I put on my lovely little headphones and went to my locker. Arranged books, talk to people, etc and whatever. English. Essay. Excellent. Enough said. Science. Success! Lunch. Lovely. French. Fuckingwhatever? :} Phys Ed.
Oh, phys ed. Health, actually. We had this big project due today and I spent the three provided classes just goofing off and not working at all. I did the entire project today in 75 minutes, and I think I did pretty good. I sure showed my teacher! She was severely doubting me. DON'T GO DOUBTING ME. :)
After school, I hung out with Jared. For like... 7 hours. And a bit of Korrin. It was pretty great.
Idon'tknowIdon'tknowIdon'tknow.
Now I'm just sitting here, worrying about my bffl. Yes, you. No, not you, Miss 420. The other you. Yeah, that's right. I'm worrying up a storm, actually. :/
Shutting up time. Bye.
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Monday, February 15, 2010
i just need to keep you in mind as something larger than life
[Greeting]
When was the last time I posted? Thursday? So here's Friday.
School. Decent. Better than decent, actually. It was a really good day. After school, I hung out with Sam. Oh, she's great by the way. Amazing, as always. Then there was Saturday. Rachel came over. She also brought a bunch of flowers and nummys. What a sweetie. We watched pokemon and hung out with my puppy. Did I mention I got a puppy? I think so. Just in case, I got a puppy. Yeah. Then we had a photoshoot. Random. I failed, she was... for lack of better word... an epic win.
*HAS SPAZZ ATTACK*
Ughhh, Korrin made me add someone on msn who I went to public school with. To be blunt, public school was quite the nightmare. Especially when I was in grade seven, and this character was in grade eight. DO NOT WANT. DO NOT WANT. /dies
NDKENFJKENFEKJRNGKJRT.
I have so much to say, but this place no longer feels like a safe place to post it.
Whatever, back to blogging. After our little failshoot, we saw a movie with my mom, then she went home. Rachel and I hung out for more than 10 hours that day. It was kind of amazing. Sunday I hung out with... Emily and Korrin. Oh yay. Today I hung out with Emily, Rachel, Korrin, Alyssia, Nicole, Jared, Adam, Levi, Connor, Kyle and Dillon. Oh look, Mandy has friends. I am twelve and what is this?
Ehh. I don't have much else to say. Alexander and Rachel are wonderful people. Thank you, that is all. Good day.
When was the last time I posted? Thursday? So here's Friday.
School. Decent. Better than decent, actually. It was a really good day. After school, I hung out with Sam. Oh, she's great by the way. Amazing, as always. Then there was Saturday. Rachel came over. She also brought a bunch of flowers and nummys. What a sweetie. We watched pokemon and hung out with my puppy. Did I mention I got a puppy? I think so. Just in case, I got a puppy. Yeah. Then we had a photoshoot. Random. I failed, she was... for lack of better word... an epic win.
*HAS SPAZZ ATTACK*
Ughhh, Korrin made me add someone on msn who I went to public school with. To be blunt, public school was quite the nightmare. Especially when I was in grade seven, and this character was in grade eight. DO NOT WANT. DO NOT WANT. /dies
NDKENFJKENFEKJRNGKJRT.
I have so much to say, but this place no longer feels like a safe place to post it.
Whatever, back to blogging. After our little failshoot, we saw a movie with my mom, then she went home. Rachel and I hung out for more than 10 hours that day. It was kind of amazing. Sunday I hung out with... Emily and Korrin. Oh yay. Today I hung out with Emily, Rachel, Korrin, Alyssia, Nicole, Jared, Adam, Levi, Connor, Kyle and Dillon. Oh look, Mandy has friends. I am twelve and what is this?
Ehh. I don't have much else to say. Alexander and Rachel are wonderful people. Thank you, that is all. Good day.
Thursday, February 11, 2010
you’re down for selling me out, while i play dumb.
So, hi.
Today was pretty freaking lame. No, it wasn’t. That definitely isn’t the word. English was good. I lacked motivation, but luckily I didn’t have to work on my essay too much. My teacher is pretty amazing. Science… science was cool. I guess. Oh right, we had a quiz. Not that I studied. I don’t even know if I passed. Whatever, it won’t matter in a week anyway. Lunch sucked. Hey there, miss no friends. I sat at my locker listening to music and writing things. It was splendid, in a horrible way. >:} Wanna bet tomorrow will be the same? I didn’t go to French. I was supposed to for 30 minutes but… oh well. Not important. I wandered with people then went to GSA. Awesome. I’m fucking awkward as hell. *Goes hardcore Sweeney Todd* Next was Phys Ed. Mostly health. 50 minutes about drunk driving… FUCCCKKKK. You have no idea. :////
On a brighter note, I got a puppy.
NHFHSNFHREHNFE URGGGG. I’ve got a lot goin’ on in that house in my head. NDJKANDJKSNFCKJRNFVKJRENKJNWEIKCNW. Whatever. I’m getting better at lying. I’m getting better at hiding. Go Mandy.
Another bright note, I’m hanging out with a really wonderful person tomorrow.
Bye.
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
if timing's everything, stop telling me you're taking your time.
Hi world.
I don't really have a lot to blog about... maybe I'll think of something while this is in progress...
Today... today wasn't too interesting. It was my first Emilyless day of semester two. More on that later?
So English, I surprisingly managed to stay awake. Barely, but still better than not at all. I'm almost finished my outline for an essay? Yeah... Science... I actually struggled a bit. I'm pretty sure I messed up nicely on my lab report, but that's okay. It's not worth much. Lunch sucked. Emily AND Vicky weren't there... I hid in the washroom for half of it... then I felt daring, so I went to go sit with my brother and his friends. I was bored out of my mind. French was lame. I was off in my own world the entire time. Oh, but I have to present something tomorrow? I'll probably die. Whatever. Phys Ed sucked. No Emily = no friends for Mandy. She's like my other half, y'know? Luckily, half of it was health so I survived. I suspect pretty soon I'll be having trouble with that class, though. We're currently all about drugs. Talking about alcohol makes me really shakey and uneasy though. This won't be fun. ):
But it'll be better than being uncoordinated in the sun? Yeah. (:
Today I've been thinking about this quote "Don't take life too seriously, no one gets out alive anyway." Well, if we don't take life seriously, what's the point? We don't have anything after this, so shouldn't we take it very seriously? If I only get one shot, I don't think I want to take it lightly. I don't know, I guess that means I'm boring.
Hmm... I'm so uninteresting. Why do I bother? kbye
I don't really have a lot to blog about... maybe I'll think of something while this is in progress...
Today... today wasn't too interesting. It was my first Emilyless day of semester two. More on that later?
So English, I surprisingly managed to stay awake. Barely, but still better than not at all. I'm almost finished my outline for an essay? Yeah... Science... I actually struggled a bit. I'm pretty sure I messed up nicely on my lab report, but that's okay. It's not worth much. Lunch sucked. Emily AND Vicky weren't there... I hid in the washroom for half of it... then I felt daring, so I went to go sit with my brother and his friends. I was bored out of my mind. French was lame. I was off in my own world the entire time. Oh, but I have to present something tomorrow? I'll probably die. Whatever. Phys Ed sucked. No Emily = no friends for Mandy. She's like my other half, y'know? Luckily, half of it was health so I survived. I suspect pretty soon I'll be having trouble with that class, though. We're currently all about drugs. Talking about alcohol makes me really shakey and uneasy though. This won't be fun. ):
But it'll be better than being uncoordinated in the sun? Yeah. (:
Today I've been thinking about this quote "Don't take life too seriously, no one gets out alive anyway." Well, if we don't take life seriously, what's the point? We don't have anything after this, so shouldn't we take it very seriously? If I only get one shot, I don't think I want to take it lightly. I don't know, I guess that means I'm boring.
Hmm... I'm so uninteresting. Why do I bother? kbye
Sunday, February 7, 2010
heregoesnothing
I don't even know where to start...
I guess I'm sick of this. I'm sick of always being associated with this one thing. But it's not even quite like that! It's like, Mandy doesn't exist and if she does, it's only because of that one other thing. I don't know how to explain this without giving it all away. :/ Time for crappy metaphors.
It's like the cause To Write Love On Her Arms... about two years ago, barely anyone knew about that cause. Also two years ago, barely anyone knew about Paramore. (I'm proud to say I knew of both. Just sayin') However, people were more aware of Paramore than they were of twloha. The main reason people knew about twloha was because they had seen Hayley Williams frequently sporting the shirts. Twloha barely existed without her. Note the word barely. Some people did know about twloha without reference to her, but for most it was just "That cause that Paramore was always wearing."
I find that kind of annoying. There's a whole lot more to twloha than that. To truly support it doesn't mean writing it on your arm when the Facebook day comes around. Take it further than that. Buy a shirt, a sweater, a sticker, etc. Reach out to someone. Go to a much further extent to support it. Don't just support it because everyone else is / it's "cool". Understand that it is so much more than "Don't cut yourself". Learn Rennee's story. Actually read what Jamie has to say.
Anyway, back to what I was first saying. Let's pretend that Mandy = twloha. Something else = Hayley Williams. Mandy/twloha does not exist without something else/Hayley Williams. :/ Mandy is more than that. Unfortunately, few people see this.
:/
I don't want to be perceived the way I am.
I guess I'm sick of this. I'm sick of always being associated with this one thing. But it's not even quite like that! It's like, Mandy doesn't exist and if she does, it's only because of that one other thing. I don't know how to explain this without giving it all away. :/ Time for crappy metaphors.
It's like the cause To Write Love On Her Arms... about two years ago, barely anyone knew about that cause. Also two years ago, barely anyone knew about Paramore. (I'm proud to say I knew of both. Just sayin') However, people were more aware of Paramore than they were of twloha. The main reason people knew about twloha was because they had seen Hayley Williams frequently sporting the shirts. Twloha barely existed without her. Note the word barely. Some people did know about twloha without reference to her, but for most it was just "That cause that Paramore was always wearing."
I find that kind of annoying. There's a whole lot more to twloha than that. To truly support it doesn't mean writing it on your arm when the Facebook day comes around. Take it further than that. Buy a shirt, a sweater, a sticker, etc. Reach out to someone. Go to a much further extent to support it. Don't just support it because everyone else is / it's "cool". Understand that it is so much more than "Don't cut yourself". Learn Rennee's story. Actually read what Jamie has to say.
Anyway, back to what I was first saying. Let's pretend that Mandy = twloha. Something else = Hayley Williams. Mandy/twloha does not exist without something else/Hayley Williams. :/ Mandy is more than that. Unfortunately, few people see this.
:/
I don't want to be perceived the way I am.
Saturday, February 6, 2010
updates?
First things first, I must state that I’m currently using “Windows Live Writer”. It lets me update this without… actually going to the website? I guess it also shows me spelling errors. Also, it might update… something? My msn? …whenever I update this blog. I severely hope this is not the case. I don’t want all of life reading this. :S
Enough of that though, I feel the need to blog about my week. Semester two has commenced, and… well… I don’t have too much to say about it. Tuesday was pretty shitty. First, English. Wonderful course, wonderful teacher. However, it’s another class I have no friends in. Ugh. Well, I guess that’s life. Science. At first, I couldn’t find the class, then I assumed I’d hate it, because I’m not normally good at science. Next, lunch. I only have two friends that have that lunch. I mean, there’s other people I’m kind of acquainted with? But no thanks. ...Uh, French? Next, Phys Ed? Honestly, I don’t even remember what I found so shitty about Monday. Blogging about it now, I’m realizing it really didn’t suck. And it really wasn’t necessary that ahblahgahnahnah. I guess I just wasn’t used to the change. The rest of the week has been getting increasingly better. I’ve learned that as long as I drink coffee before English, I won’t fall asleep for half the class. I actually really like Science class so far. No complaints there. Lunch… well, I like it. I’ve become closer with one friend, and time with Emily is pretty much always epic. We’re a great little trio. French sucks. Oh well. Phys Ed? I like it. I really do. I guess things really are a lot better as long as I have the right attitude about it all.
Now I’ve got to go get ready, as I’m going over to Emily’s for another epic hang out with some cool kids. Bye.
P.S. I’m liking Windows Live Writer.
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