Ughughugh I miss my friends. I don't even know if I can call them friends anymore because I suck and can't maintain friendships anymore and djsnfkjd. The tiniest little reminder jumps out of nowhere and hits me in the face with nostalgia and terrible heart-breaky-achey-ness and I miss everyone so much, I need an extra strength glue stick or something to put this all back together.

What goddamn direction was I looking in when the changing point occurred?