i just need to keep you in mind as something larger than life

[Greeting]
When was the last time I posted? Thursday? So here's Friday.
School. Decent. Better than decent, actually. It was a really good day. After school, I hung out with Sam. Oh, she's great by the way. Amazing, as always. Then there was Saturday. Rachel came over. She also brought a bunch of flowers and nummys. What a sweetie. We watched pokemon and hung out with my puppy. Did I mention I got a puppy? I think so. Just in case, I got a puppy. Yeah. Then we had a photoshoot. Random. I failed, she was... for lack of better word... an epic win.
*HAS SPAZZ ATTACK*
Ughhh, Korrin made me add someone on msn who I went to public school with. To be blunt, public school was quite the nightmare. Especially when I was in grade seven, and this character was in grade eight. DO NOT WANT. DO NOT WANT. /dies

NDKENFJKENFEKJRNGKJRT.
I have so much to say, but this place no longer feels like a safe place to post it.

Whatever, back to blogging. After our little failshoot, we saw a movie with my mom, then she went home. Rachel and I hung out for more than 10 hours that day. It was kind of amazing. Sunday I hung out with... Emily and Korrin. Oh yay. Today I hung out with Emily, Rachel, Korrin, Alyssia, Nicole, Jared, Adam, Levi, Connor, Kyle and Dillon. Oh look, Mandy has friends. I am twelve and what is this?

Ehh. I don't have much else to say. Alexander and Rachel are wonderful people. Thank you, that is all. Good day.

you’re down for selling me out, while i play dumb.

So, hi.

Today was pretty freaking lame. No, it wasn’t. That definitely isn’t the word. English was good. I lacked motivation, but luckily I didn’t have to work on my essay too much. My teacher is pretty amazing. Science… science was cool. I guess. Oh right, we had a quiz. Not that I studied. I don’t even know if I passed. Whatever, it won’t matter in a week anyway. Lunch sucked. Hey there, miss no friends. I sat at my locker listening to music and writing things. It was splendid, in a horrible way. >:} Wanna bet tomorrow will be the same? I didn’t go to French. I was supposed to for 30 minutes but… oh well. Not important. I wandered with people then went to GSA. Awesome. I’m fucking awkward as hell. *Goes hardcore Sweeney Todd* Next was Phys Ed. Mostly health. 50 minutes about drunk driving… FUCCCKKKK. You have no idea. :////

On a brighter note, I got a puppy.

NHFHSNFHREHNFE URGGGG. I’ve got a lot goin’ on in that house in my head. NDJKANDJKSNFCKJRNFVKJRENKJNWEIKCNW. Whatever. I’m getting better at lying. I’m getting better at hiding. Go Mandy.

Another bright note, I’m hanging out with a really wonderful person tomorrow.

Bye.

DEAR WORLD,
Today is an amazing person's birthday. <3
That is all.

if timing's everything, stop telling me you're taking your time.

Hi world.
I don't really have a lot to blog about... maybe I'll think of something while this is in progress...
Today... today wasn't too interesting. It was my first Emilyless day of semester two. More on that later?
So English, I surprisingly managed to stay awake. Barely, but still better than not at all. I'm almost finished my outline for an essay? Yeah... Science... I actually struggled a bit. I'm pretty sure I messed up nicely on my lab report, but that's okay. It's not worth much. Lunch sucked. Emily AND Vicky weren't there... I hid in the washroom for half of it... then I felt daring, so I went to go sit with my brother and his friends. I was bored out of my mind. French was lame. I was off in my own world the entire time. Oh, but I have to present something tomorrow? I'll probably die. Whatever. Phys Ed sucked. No Emily = no friends for Mandy. She's like my other half, y'know? Luckily, half of it was health so I survived. I suspect pretty soon I'll be having trouble with that class, though. We're currently all about drugs. Talking about alcohol makes me really shakey and uneasy though. This won't be fun. ):
But it'll be better than being uncoordinated in the sun? Yeah. (:

Today I've been thinking about this quote "Don't take life too seriously, no one gets out alive anyway." Well, if we don't take life seriously, what's the point? We don't have anything after this, so shouldn't we take it very seriously? If I only get one shot, I don't think I want to take it lightly. I don't know, I guess that means I'm boring.

Hmm... I'm so uninteresting. Why do I bother? kbye

heregoesnothing

I don't even know where to start...
I guess I'm sick of this. I'm sick of always being associated with this one thing. But it's not even quite like that! It's like, Mandy doesn't exist and if she does, it's only because of that one other thing. I don't know how to explain this without giving it all away. :/ Time for crappy metaphors.

It's like the cause To Write Love On Her Arms... about two years ago, barely anyone knew about that cause. Also two years ago, barely anyone knew about Paramore. (I'm proud to say I knew of both. Just sayin') However, people were more aware of Paramore than they were of twloha. The main reason people knew about twloha was because they had seen Hayley Williams frequently sporting the shirts. Twloha barely existed without her. Note the word barely. Some people did know about twloha without reference to her, but for most it was just "That cause that Paramore was always wearing."

I find that kind of annoying. There's a whole lot more to twloha than that. To truly support it doesn't mean writing it on your arm when the Facebook day comes around. Take it further than that. Buy a shirt, a sweater, a sticker, etc. Reach out to someone. Go to a much further extent to support it. Don't just support it because everyone else is / it's "cool". Understand that it is so much more than "Don't cut yourself". Learn Rennee's story. Actually read what Jamie has to say.

Anyway, back to what I was first saying. Let's pretend that Mandy = twloha. Something else = Hayley Williams. Mandy/twloha does not exist without something else/Hayley Williams. :/ Mandy is more than that. Unfortunately, few people see this.

:/

I don't want to be perceived the way I am.

I have so much to say. :/

updates?

First things first, I must state that I’m currently using “Windows Live Writer”. It lets me update this without… actually going to the website? I guess it also shows me spelling errors. Also, it might update… something? My msn? …whenever I update this blog. I severely hope this is not the case. I don’t want all of life reading this. :S

Enough of that though, I feel the need to blog about my week. Semester two has commenced, and… well… I don’t have too much to say about it. Tuesday was pretty shitty. First, English. Wonderful course, wonderful teacher. However, it’s another class I have no friends in. Ugh. Well, I guess that’s life. Science. At first, I couldn’t find the class, then I assumed I’d hate it, because I’m not normally good at science. Next, lunch. I only have two friends that have that lunch. I mean, there’s other people I’m kind of acquainted with? But no thanks. ...Uh, French? Next, Phys Ed? Honestly, I don’t even remember what I found so shitty about Monday. Blogging about it now, I’m realizing it really didn’t suck. And it really wasn’t necessary that ahblahgahnahnah. I guess I just wasn’t used to the change. The rest of the week has been getting increasingly better. I’ve learned that as long as I drink coffee before English, I won’t fall asleep for half the class. I actually really like Science class so far. No complaints there. Lunch… well, I like it. I’ve become closer with one friend, and time with Emily is pretty much always epic. We’re a great little trio. French sucks. Oh well. Phys Ed? I like it. I really do. I guess things really are a lot better as long as I have the right attitude about it all.

Now I’ve got to go get ready, as I’m going over to Emily’s for another epic hang out with some cool kids. Bye.

P.S. I’m liking Windows Live Writer.