judgement day.

Ofreakinghi.
I am so stressed right now, for the most ridiculous reasons, so I'm going to tell you about these and you're just going to be okay with this, alright.
So, I feel like I've completely overcommitted myself.
I'm supposed to be out of here in about half an hour to hang out with some friends and take some cool photos, which is fine, but I hope I'm not there too late because I just don't want to be out late. I have all this schoolwork to do. My science teacher is constantly reminding us that next week is going to be a CRAZY week.
I have a french routine to write, a french prayer to memorize, a big french unit test coming soon, a big science unit test coming soon, a science project due Tuesday, a poem to analize, and a life on top of that. Tomorrow I'm supposed to hang out with people, and I have no clue where or when or for how long, hopefully not too long, because I have all of the above to do. Oh plus, I have a whopping eight dollars right now, so if any of my future social life involves spending money I swear I'll shoot someone. Also, I'm supposed to hang out with someone on Monday. I really want to cancel tomorrow, but I won't, because I already cancelled twice and I'm not a bad friend, and as long as I manage my time, I'll be okay. I'll probably cancel Monday, despite having cancelled last Thursday but I don't even care right now. I swear, if anyone asks me to hang out during the upcoming week, I'm going to just lose it.
I HAVE A BUSY WEEK. EVERYONE GTFO.
But don't actually. I want to talk to people while I'm doing my school work. x)
Next thing is, I'm so afraid of letting people down. It seems like that's all I'm doing lately. Refer to last night's post about fear.
Ugh, then there's this one person, who I really don't want to let down, but then there's that stupid Fear, plus all this stress, and I'm just really failing lately.

UGGGGGGH.
I want tea and I want to read, and I don't want all this constant noise.
But NO. I'm hanging out with friends tonight. Mandytime can suck it. It's not necessary.
Notgoingtoletpeopledownnotgoingtoletpeopledown.

I have to finish getting ready. Bye.

P.S. I'm fully aware of the run-on sentences and 42 billion other grammar errors. I don't care.