Wake up much too early. Dare yourself to get out of bed. Put on a face that isn't yours. Go to school. Small talk, idle chit chat. Go to your favourite class ever, only to spin webs. Suffer through another class; all alone in a room full of people. Hang out with people who would rather be someplace else. Be the antisocial kid that no one even wants to look at. Goof off and have fun, only to see people are still hating you. Almost gone. In sight and out of mind. Curl up on your favourite rug. Cry until your eyes are swollen, and you can't breathe. Attempt to rid yourself of all it's faults and toxins only to fail once more. Hide away from your family and lie to your friends. Stare at your homework, but don't dare to write a word. Lay awake until the wee hours of the following day. Allow yourself to sleep, for maybe just an hour or two. Wake up and repeat. Today, do it all in an itchy sweater. Tomorrow, top it off with shoes two sizes too small and six inches too high. Continue. Thanks, and have a nice life.
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