I'm so nauseous right now.

Gah. So I had a chat with my wonderful friend Vicky. She helped me sort some things out. I'm not going to get into it, but that girl inspires me like no other. I'm really lucky to have her. :3
But anyway, I pondered some thoughts, and came to a bit of a conclusion.
Then, I listened to the song New Perspective...
I remembered another day when I was listening to it. It was a really horrible day. Everything was going wrong, and I remember that sinking feeling, and my lack of control on the situation. It was so much like everything had come crashing down, and I was hanging on by a thread (I remember who that thread was too) and it was... bad. I don't think I've ever felt as scared and alone as I did that day.

Anyway, listening to it today, I realized the contrast between the two days.
I'm okay, you know? I have the "tools" to be okay. Things are only as horrid as I let them be.
So, I think I need to just keep reminding myself a few things...
But I won't post them here. :3

I can't remember where I intended to go with this, but...