2 things:

1) I hate when you make a mistake, and it's the smallest mistake ever, but you can't forget it. No matter how many times you tell yourself "It's okay, no one even remembers that." or "Everyone makes mistakes like these." it just won't go away. And you won't feel okay with it, ever. I make a lot of mistakes like those. Sometimes when I'm just lying in bed, trying to fall asleep, I remember these mistakes and I cringe. Not a little cringe, like the twitch of an eye. A big cringe, where I curl up in the smallest ball I possibly can, and I squeeze my eyes shut, and it feels like I'm shaking, but I know I'm not and I see the situation replay over and over in my head until I can banish the thought and think of something nice. Like cats. It's pretty much like a hyped up facepalm, you know? But anyway, I'm getting better at getting over things. So, whatevaaa~

2) Forgetting what number 2 was originally going to be. Fuck.

I can think of a million things that could be number two, but I want you to read them. Lahdidaah, I think I need a safe to store all my thoughts in.