Okay, so we're on to our third snow day today.
I love staying home, but I'm looking forward to actually getting out of the house and frolicking in the snow with my bffl later. :]
But lately, fuck. I've been having these dreams.
They started on Sunday night and haven't left me yet.
They've also been getting worse every night.
So Sunday night's dream = scary, but not that bad. Not the end of the world.
Monday night's dream = started out pretty good, then got a bit sad. ThengotjustplaincreepyandIwantedtodieohmygod.
Last night's dream = WORLD. SHATTERED.
There's always two bad things that happen in each dream. For the first two nights, the first bad thing that happened was upsetting, yes, but also very liveable and is stuff that's actually happened. So just, not toooo bad. BUT THEN. THE FIRST THING THAT HAPPENED IN LAST NIGHT'S... it was so bad, I woke myself up and didn't see #2, though I know what was going to happen. Yeah, see part number two to each dream is always significantly worse than part one. If that makes sense.
And I think the #2 that I woke myself up from today will be dreamed about tonight. But it'll probably be a #1, because the dreams are always worse than the night's before. But if the #2 of last night is supposed to not be the worst part of tomorrow night, then... wtf. I can't even imagine what it'll be. There are very few things that are worse than the #2 of last night. Also, how can a nightmare on Thursday night even exist? There'll be no way of making things worse. :/
Ugh, and what's worse is, I can't unsee the things I saw my dreams. I can't forget them, and it's getting kind of difficult to accept that they're just dreams. What if they're all things that are going to happen?
I'm so fucking scared. I officially hate sleep.
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