There's this girl at my school who added me on facebook a month or two ago and then I deleted her like 3 days after that because I was cleaning up my "friends" list. When I get semi-random adds from people I normally give them a few weeks after I've accepted to start a conversation and if they don't, then byebye. She was a random add, we've never talked or hung out with the same people at the same time, or been in any of the same classes, but she only had like 3 days and I didn't even recognize her at first. Then surely enough the day after I delete her, I see her in the halls and recognize her and we kind of made eye contact and then I felt like a bitch. I see her sitting or wandering alone 90% of the time and I just feel really sorry for her. I guess she reminds me of myself, because I hid in washrooms or sat alone and read for majority of first semester, and some of the second as well. So I'm kind of considering talking to her... I don't know. She doesn't intimidate me and obviously she knows I exist, so why not? Being alone fucking sucks, and if I can save someone that pain, then... I should. It's what any decent human should do. Maybe it'll even make her day.
That said, obviously I'm not going to go around striking up conversations with everyone I see who's alone... it's okay for her though, because she doesn't scare me (not sure why) and she knows I exist and I don't want her thinking I'm a stuck up bitch for deleting her.
Why do I analyze these things? I'm lame. But I'm gonna make it my mission to find an opportunity to introduce myself. I guess this means I'm in a "nice" mood.
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