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Blogging often is not going so well, wow. Last night I had a never ending dream that I had lung cancer, and then gradually my friends got it too, I think. My subconscious is telling me to never smoke again. Okay, self. I can almost do that. I'm not sure what day it actually was that I blogged last. I'll just blog now about stuff lately.

Right so a bit over a week ago, I almost got arrested because possession. Tsk tsk. And since that day I've been in a "drugs are bad mmkay" mindset. Well not really. Just, weed is bad. Lots of it. Most days. That was bad and turning me into a weirdo. So since then I have smoked it twice, and very little amounts of it. I made rules for myself: don't use during the day, don't use alone, don't use more than twice a week. Soliddd. The sober mind has become a pretty thing again. Not pretty in the sense that it's all flowers, but pretty interesting. I've been a bit less crazy lately, too. I started a new antidepressant and it's too soon to tell if it's really working, but it's better than not being on anything at all. That always sucks. Umm, my friend sent me flowers. They're making my entire room smell like flowers, which is nice, cause it's pretty muggy and gross in here otherwise. Tomorrow I'm going to New Orleans for a few days. I'm hoping a little family vacay will help mend any lingering negativity between my mom and I. Though that's been mending up nicely anyhow. I hope to clear my mind while I'm away, so maybe I'll feel refreshed when I return.

I got a film camera the other day! So neat, I hope I can take some pretty pictures. My collage class lately has been pretty nice. I'm not learning a whole lot, but it is getting the ideas, inspiration and motivation flowing again. I have two classes left of it. I'm pretty excited to go back to school, mostly just because I love accomplishing shit. I know most other aspects of it will suck, but oh well. The main reason I'm blogging is because my friend is paying me dolladollabills to write a 2000-2500 word essay for his online english class and I'm so bad at getting started. It's really not even difficult, I'm just a lazy butt and I wanted to have it done before I leave. WRITEWRITEWRITE.

STILL NEED TO CLEAN MY ROOM. WHY IS IT SO HOT IN HERE, ICK.

mfkldmsfmfrelf okay, essay time