Wouldn't it be nice if I could have just one day where I could get dressed without trying on six different things and deciding they all look terrible and I should just stay home..?

I love productive days :3 Today I actually did all the math stuff I was assigned (quite easily, at that), finished writing my in class essay in english, worked on my final a lot in drawing, finished carving a mug after school in ceramics, went to the gym and meow I'm about to work more on my drawing final. AWESOME.

this is why i don't get invited to parties

Right, but here's the obligatory "why is everything awesome" post.
Just kidding, I don't feel like it, again.
In short: Friday I hung out with Korrin, Saturday I drank with Michelle, Brandon and Michal and Sunday was spent with my mom and brother, with this beautiful weather. That was all awesome, art classes are going wonderfully right meow, I've been hanging out with people more often, etc. Today I went on a date with an incredibly nice boy and it was cool and stuff but I am an apathetic machine, so I suppose we shall see how that plays out. I do not believe I am worthy of such kindness. Cats are, but, meow. Valid closing sentence.

I am very inspired to make art lately. I'm really liking my printmaking class, have noticed I'm improving (slowly) at figure drawing and absolutely love collage and ceramics. This summer I hope to practice portrait drawing and force my friends' lovely mugs to be models. Mhmm. I also will be making collages! Art is just about the only thing that can hold my interest lately. Everything else just makes me think until my brain burns and I become trapped. It's being trapped in a sharp cycle, overthinking. Careful not to impale yourself meow.

More and more, I am not wanting to go into sociology or psychology. I'm not sure I believe in the system. I'm now thinking of non profit organizations, art therapist or professional hobo. If I choose professional hobo, I'll gradually start cutting off my friends' toes while they pass out drunk and start saving them up. Once I am living my life on the streets, I'll vegin selling off the toes on the black market so I can get by, comfortably uncomfortably. All the while, I'll be writing a book about life as a toe thief and by the standard retirement age I'll be living on my own private island. Okay, makes sense, goodnight

fabulous weekend :).

Things are really, really good right now. However, I am far too lazy to go into detail about why right meow. Maybe later.

I was just at my future house and realized how beige, brown and smaller it all is.
I'm gonna miss my overly spacious purple and red basement bedroom :( this is disheartening.

grade 5

I'm throwing out a bunch of old junk and found a poster I had to make in grade 5. Everyone in my class had to write one positive thing about everyone in the class then give it to them anonymously.
These are my favourites because reasons.
"Mandy always will be a great friend to me." Rachel wrote me that one, I recognize her writing. That was the year we became "best friends forever".
"Mandy is forgiving because she likes to forgive." lol @ grade 5 logic.
"Mandy is cool because she is always smiling." My mom used to say this about me too, that I was constantly smiling when I was younger. I remember overhearing her talking to her friend once and saying that ended around grade 6. Fuck growing up, man.
"Mandy is very quiet and listens to me." Pleased to say, this is still accurate.

Most of the others just say I'm kind, fun, or funny. I don't know where I'm going with this and not in the mood to blog, but yeah. Nostalgia. Fun thing. This post makes me want to re-read the catcher in the rye.

Just for the record, Sunday night was really my only significantly shitty day in the past two weeks or so~
Other than being sick, I'm having a good week. I made some prints that I kinda like earlier on, I'm excited for my final in drawing, figure drawing was good today and I've been doing ceramics after school c:
My english class has been doing scavenger hunt stuff all week, which for me basically meant hanging streamers up one day, and just kinda reading/doing my own thing all week. Math's kinda tricky but I have an 81 right meow, so I'm not too worried.
I've been sick all week which sucks, but I'm almostalmost better now. I don't know, ramblerambleramble, uninteresting post is uninteresting. Basically all I do is art which is difficult to blog about/ I wouldn't really want to. I DONT KNOW, CATS. Bye.