Monday, October 12, 2009

i cannot sleep, i cannot dream tonight.

I refuse to get out of bed. I refuse to leave the darkness of my bedroom. I refuse to leave this constant music. I refuse to face sunlight. I refuse to look anyone in the eyes. I refuse to tell a lie. I refuse to tell the truth. I refuse to let this go. I refuse happiness.

Tomorrow is going to be tragic with a capital T.

I think I'll have to take back some of the above refusals, because I'm about to go upstairs. But the other ones aren't.

I feel horrible.

Bye now.

2 comments:

  1. Whoa, depressionrama?? Dude, what happened?? Did something bad happen at school? Was it because of some stupid biatches at school or at home?! (sorry, mah interrogating skills are creeping up on me :D)
    But seriously, what happened? You seemed all happy before about a new friend but now it seems as if someone broke you down so that even your own thoughts haunt you!!!
    omg dude I'm so sorry for youzz!!!!!!! *hugs you*

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  2. thank you for that, you seem like such a caring person. (: *hugs*

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