Thursday, October 15, 2009

i want to live a life of a new perspective.

(But you're not letting me.)
Who cares? Divine intervention.

I can barely remember today. I slept during all my classes. During Religion, I was writing, and I fell asleep mid-sentence but my hand kept writing the sentence. I woke up with squiggles all over my page that looked nothing like words. I guess sleep writing isn't an easy task. Still, it was pretty amazing that I managed to accomplish that. Even more? I fell asleep during MUSIC. Music class. Really. Drums, woodwinds, and brass instruments blaring throughout the room. How does one sleep through that? I even slept at lunch! I don't know why I was so impossibly tired today. I went to sleep at 12:30 last night. That's not too bad. Oh, and I've just noticed that this thing is four hours behind. So when I post this, it will probably say 5 something. But it's actually 9:43. (:

I really love school. I can actually escape my problems. They don't follow me. I'm surrounded by some of the most wonderful people I've been lucky enough to meet. I still don't have friends in my classes, and I only have four friends in my GRADE, but it's really okay. I just don't think I'm much like them. I'm sure they're good people, but we're probably just not compatible.

I really hope I can fall asleep early tonight. I definitely want to be hyper tomorrow. Not hyper, just very awake, and more Mandylike. It's just more fun.

GAWH, I feel so comfortable with myself at school, it's the greatest thing in the world. I even met some ignorant fbombs today, and the disgraceful things they yelled at me didn't upset me in the least. Their put downs make me feel better about myself.

I smile as I respire, because I know they'll never win. (:

I'm going to go shower and then read an amazing book. It's called The Killing Circle. It's really something wonderful.

Good evening, my non-existant friends. ^^

4 comments:

  1. Geez, at mah school ALL of my problems are there.
    Small list of problemz there :D :

    ~evil peeps that want to see me go down
    ~ex-friends that think they're still friends with me
    ~pervert English teacher out to get me
    ~boyfriend that is too clingy and thinks he's truely in love with me
    ~one of my best friends, Erin, just got dumped by this guy, Tanner, and they've been going out for three years. Reason for him dumping her: he has a major crush on me. *crys*
    ~I want to kill my boyfriend (I mean, who is that freaking obsessive?!! He stalks me, for crying out loud!!!)
    and so on....
    lolz sorry, I think I need to stop blabbering and most probably boring you to death... :D

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  2. OH. MY. GOSH.
    i can actually relate to those things, to some extent. :|
    minus the pervert english teacher. that's just disgusting :(
    i'm sorry school sucks for you. you should transfer to a new one? :D

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  3. lolz I want to but then some of these exfriends (aka the Anti Christs) will stalk me and probably bug me even more. Well, they've done it twice before.... *crys*

    Also, isn't school supposed to suck? lolz

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