I swear I'm the only person in the country who actually liked and misses careers class.
It was just so nice to be able to sit at a computer for a full period, headphones in, getting shit done, being focused, and thinking about the future, learning about jobs that interest me.
It was a daily reminder that one day, the high school bullshit will pass. I'll grow up and hopefully do something that makes me happy. I'll be experiencing freedom. Yes, there'll be plenty of stress and responsibility, but it would keep me busy.
I wouldn't spend my weekends like this, at home the entire time trying to get the fuck away from my thoughts.

This semester kind of sucks, class wise. I have art which is nice because I can zone out and listen to music or talk to korrin, but then the other three... English, I actually listen to my teacher sometimes, but other times I zone out and think about stuff and I can't really listen to my ipod. History, I zone out majorly, and same with science. None of my classes really require focus, and I just wish I had something to focus on.

I'm not even looking forward to the summer because I know there'll be a lot of days where I'm at home doing absolutely nothing, and probably thinking about last summer.

I hate this. My brain's been doing that cycling thing all weekend that Craig from IKOAFS does.

KNFKJDNGKFDJG MY BRAIN NEEDS TO SHUT DOWN, I AM SICK OF IT'S SHIT.