I'm in a really good mood :)
It's weird, my morning was off to a typically bad start- my mom and brother fight almost as much as nearly divorced parents do which makes for a lot of tension, korrin AND emily both stayed home today, I didn't really talk to anyone until english, I saw mat and nicole together as usual, I've had a bitch of a headache all day today and yesterday, and then during history I was talking to telfer and jared kept coming up in conversation and then he was playing some of their songs and kjnfdkjngf that made me sad, and then we were talking about battle of the bands in science, which by that point for some reason I felt like curling up in my bed and sleeping for a month or just crying, then I started listening to really depressing music

BUT SOMEHOW NONE OF THAT EVEN MATTERED. Even when I was really sad, I wasn't sad enough to exclude myself from conversations or smile.

I don't even know. It would typically be a shitty day but for some reason I just had a good mood lingering around me. I'm scared for it to slip. I'm always so afraid of being happy, it just seems to run away so quickly.