Merr, so this week is going a lot better. It's a slightly more social week, I guess. It's funny that I can still consider this week a social one even though I haven't said a single word in math or english all week, except for briefly in math on Monday. Oh well.

Really weird stuff right now, I guess a few people like/are interested in me currently. It's fucking weird. I don't see how anyone could like me because I feel like no one really knows me. I feel like I'm hiding part of an entire person inside, and how is it that none of these people realize this? I don't understand how they don't see straight through me. I don't understand how they can like someone they hardly know.

Obviously I'm flattered and stuff, but I don't really know what to do with it. I just like having friends that actually talk to me regularly. I'm in no state to start up any relationships right now and I don't know how I feel about anyone, so I'm basically just avoiding it all completely by being more sarcastically heartless than ever. Good enough.

I'm finally getting the hang of a project I'm making in sculpture class right now, but I know I'll be right back to square one for the next project. Painting is going okay, art history is going okay. English is fine but I can't stay awake in that class for the life of me, which is an issue. Math is pretty easy. Merrrrrr, I don't know what do with life. I can't stop thinking about how my future will be spent in a cardboard box because what the fuck am I doing. Yep, okay, bye blogger.