all i need is arts and crafts.

Hello.
I haven't actually blogged in a bit, so I guess I'll do that.

I don't really know what to tell you about Monday and Tuesday. I was sick, and tired, and verging miserable, and I slept through my religion ISP. That wasn't wise at all.
Wednesday I stayed home sick. I was in need of a schoolless school day.

Last night I couldn't sleep, so I was up till 1:30. Although, I started getting ready then, and therefore had barely anything to do to get ready when I awoke just after 6. I even had time to make tea. :D I still adore tea. I got to school lovely-ly. But... my real friends weren't at school. That sounds mean. "Real friends". I was still with a group of people. They're all people I can call friends. But, I can't let them in, and I can't completely be myself around them, and I'm not too sure how much they really care, and I'm aware this is a run on sentence. So I felt horrible. I went to Geography and then left to get my admit slip. I took the long route all everywhere upstairs then across the entire main floor to get to Attendance office. Mostly because I really felt horrible. I was fighting back tears. Codependant? Maybe just a little bit. Anyway, I survived the rest of geography, unheard and unseen and not really caring either way.

BUT THEN :D
Turns out at least Emily was in fact at school. My day got about 30% better when I saw her. I worked hard on my Religion ISP and it's nearing completion. That's incredibly good seeing as I've only been present and conscious for 1.7 of the 4 classes we've been given so far. I then walked Emily to her next class, and saw my other friend was in fact at school. She's the one I eat lunch with. Well, her and other people. But she's the main person. :)

Um, during drama we watched auditions for some Christmas thingy my school is doing. Turns out, there's more wonderful people at my school than I thought. I was in awe. Oh, and drama has actually been progressively getting better. I've done my fair share of tableaus in front of my class, and I'm not afraid to talk to just about anyone in that class now. GOOD.

Math, I was late. My teacher usually gives detentions to those who are late... but she didn't say a word when I came in. Then she gave out candy canes and pencils. I was in shock. Delighted shock.

My day ended it's usual way. I went home and drank tea. Today has been good.

In other news, I've started drawing again. I'm so glad I've finally refound inspiration. It's a great feeling; looking at something you've created and actually liking it. Also, I got invited to a New Years Party. Huzzah, it's a social life! See? I'm not always a failure.

Two semi anonymous things to lead me to a conclusion:

Someone who I was almost certain was losing a lot of interest and care for me just showed me how completely wrong I was to think that. Although they're going through a hard time right now, I can't help but be a little bit happy they haven't let go. Now that I know where they really stand, I'll do everything I can to be the friend I once was to them. ^_______^

I don't know why, but I absolutely adore you. I have a great quantity of respect for you, too. It's really weird. You're not normally someone I would think so highly of, but really, you're wonderful. I'm glad I know you. ^____^

Happy faces are happy.
I've got a great bunch of friends. As long as I have them, I know I'll make it through.

PARDON CHEESYNESS AND POOR WRITING SKILLS,
It's been a while, alright?

Goodnight.