Christmas is upon us once again.
This year, I must admit, I'm in a much better place. Not physically, of course. This time last year I was sitting in this same corner of my room, actually, writing to my livejournal. And now an entire year has gone by. It kind of feels like nothing has changed, and it hasn't been that long.
But that's so incorrect, it's laughable, isn't it? Laughable? I don't think that's a word.
2009 has had many changes. The loss of the 3 friends, and gaining more friends than I ever would have guessed. My family has two new additions, and thankfully, we haven't lost any this year. We're going through hard times right now, but we went through some of the best earlier on this year. I don't look the same anymore. I've grown up, learned things, and made a few mistakes along the way. I'm learning what people to accept and what people to... I don't want to say exclude... more like, stay away from. I'm learning more about people, and their personalities, and understanding them much better. I hate this; I'm so cheesy. But all of this is true.
2009, you've been painful. It can easily be said that you've been my most painful year yet. But, you sure aren't failing to shed a bit of light towards your ending. I have high hopes for 2010. :)
Tomorrow is Christmas. I'm pretty excited, and I've got a strong case of Christmas cheer upon me right now. Hope all is well for all of you (not that I'm too sure anyone reads this anymore) and you have a truley good day. ^______^
Bye for now.
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