I just put my ipod on shuffle and the song Resolution by Jack's Mannequin came on and oh my god, the emotions. I used to love that song in grade 8 (?) after a friend put it on a mix cd he gave me for my birthday. I just got thinking about that mix cd, that friend, the songs on it, how so many things have changed and how some hardly have at all. Sadly, I don't speak to said friend anymore, but I'm content just reminiscing about the past. Now I'm listening to Jack's Mannequin and it's putting me in the best mood. :)
From now on, I need to listen to Jack's Mannequin when I'm sad. It helps, or at least, it did today. I'm gonna start my morning off with the song resolution tomorrow and hopefully it can make for a good day, and even week. I'm sure things are going to get better, even if nothing changes but my attitude. I don't want to be sad anymore. In this moment, I am ready to move on with my life and let go of a whole lot of lingering negativity. I want to go to my potential second interview next week, I want to get the job, I want to get this stupid unit in English class and my isp out of the way, I want to enjoy the upcoming spring weather, I want to maintain a better lifestyle... I just want to enjoy life.
I can do that on my own. I don't need to be surrounded by "friends" at school (or anywhere) for that to happen.
So I guess we'll see how things go.
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