I am incapable of making friends and keeping them. I want to yell "I quit!" at everything because I really just can't keep up anymore.

Literally all I've done this weekend is sleep, eat and paint. I can't wait for my painting class to be over, nkjfdgnd.

Also, I need to not smoke weed so often. I think for this entire week I'm going to stay away from the store and the church. I think I'd even rather sit alone and read at lunch. I just don't want those people and their influence around me right now, it's messing me up more than ever.