Ugh, things lately... Friday I had my first art history class and it was fantastic. I love the teacher I have for that. It was a fun class. This post feels terrible, I don't know. I spent lunch and my spare with my friend Jordan again, smoking and talking and whatever. It was fabulous fun and was a good distraction from things...

After school I hung out with Jake which was painful and terrible and ugh. Long story short, he cried a lot, we almost broke up, his mom gave him hell and is making him see a councellor, I'm giving him another chance and it hurts and I feel stupid about it and I don't want to blog about him anymore. I've been feeling really crappy since, so I've been getting a lot of sleep and watching a lot of mindless television. I went to my bffl's house but I started feeling crappy really quickly, so I can't say that was all that fantastic, regardless of the lovely people there.

I have to work in an hour and a half and I'm completely dreading it. I don't know how to psych myself up for it or anything. I feel beaten down, and I think working is just going to make that worse. This is negative as hell, but I feel like my days there are numbered.... I suck. I just want to have a nap, do some art, have another nap, more art, go to bed and then wake up to a Monday that doesn't suck. I have a lot to do tomorrow... blah. Bye blogger.