Day 15
I don't miss anyone too much right now. Sorry.

Cool, blogging.
So, yesterday was Jared's birthday. It started with the usual, Emily coming over at 7:30, us acting like idiots because we're tired as hell and didn't get enough sleep, then getting ready, then leaving for the day. We went to mandarin with Jared, and three of us his friends. One of them, I'm moderately well-acquainted with, another I've met twice and barely ever said a word to, and the other, new. Awesome. The friend I actually was kind of acquainted with was with us for the shortest amount of time. SUPER AWKWARD, AWESOMEEE. Then, the other friends left and it was the three of us, there was some trouble, and we ended up going for a drive to... well, outside London, I guess. Somewhere on the highway. Cool. Then we went back to his house and watched Hostile and hung out and yeah. Oh my god, I'm glad I'm home. I can't even remember the last time I was as awkward there as I was yesterday. Seriously, all I could think about was ripping my skin off. Ewwwwewewewew. Barfff. I keep thinking about it, and I just want to throw up. I haaaaaate myself. Well, parts of myself. I don't know. Ugh. Ick. I can't even get over it. I need to buy a new lighter.

fdsnkjnfdjkdeeeeeee, I'm gonna make friends. I'm gonna not be such a loser. :] No one cares about how awkward I am, so I'm over it.

KAWESOMEBYE.