this weekend.

First I'm going to blog about today (Saturday) and then maybe tomorrow.

So today I was somewhat successful at lucid dreaming. As a result, I didn't get out of bed until 5pm, but that's okay. I think my dreams had more to offer me than reality did. It was really weird how it happened... I woke up around 2pm (oops, went to bed at 4am) and just kind of stayed in my bed for an hour or two playing multiplayer solitaire. Once I stopped that I laid there thinking, debating whether or not I wanted to get out of bed, and other stuff, when suddenly I got really extremely tired. I think I had been laying still in bed for so long that I accidentally tricked my body into thinking it was asleep. I felt extremely disconnected from my bedroom, like I was in a dream, so I decided to just close my eyes and sleep. Once I fell asleep and started dreaming, I realized in my dream that my mind was still somewhat awake and I guess this is lucid dreaming. My dream started out in a school gym. I think it was beal's but I'm not sure. I was with korrin and she was talking to me and I was trying to explain that I was lucid dreaming. The room was really weird, my mind felt warped, my thoughts were all over the place and it was just such a strange sensation and I don't remember it well. Dream korrin kind of laughed at me because she was almost certain I was on drugs. It was really weird accepting lucid dreaming and I could feel myself startled from it and beginning to wake up, so then in my dream I started spinning in circles. I read online you're supposed to do that. I felt like my sleeping body in bed was spinning in circles, too... though obviously it wasn't. It worked though and I was still very much asleep, but mostly in control of my dream. Dream korrin told me that if I can control my dreams, I have to prove it. So then I made everything in the gym upside down. The floor kind of fell away and everything flew up to the ceiling and was upside down and all the people inside were floating around, some upside down and some not... it was frickin' crazy. So then I went outside (I'm not sure where this "outside" was) and I guess the part of my dream I couldn't control wanted me to sit on some bleachers, so instead I made myself sit on the ground, because I could, and I threw rocks at the grass with my mind. The sky was constantly changing in a billion different ways and that's kind of all I can remember. It was fucking weird, but incredible and I want to do that again soon.

Actually I might try and go to sleep now... I'll blog about friday another time.