Uhh, this week. It's been horrible and I'm excited for it to be over. I am thankful for the long weekend, yes. On Tuesday I had a panic attack in period 4 in front of my teacher and it was so horrible and I feel pathetic. Luckily no one in my class saw. Shortly after that occurance I made a guidance appointment for today, but then I cancelled it yesterday. Oh, darn. I don't know what I'm doing. I wonder if my period 4 teacher forgot that she was supposed to ask me tomorrow if I did anything about my downsness, and if she remembered saying that she'd seek help for me if I didn't do it myself. Hm. Today I had to do a presentation for my english teacher at lunch, which basically consisted of us sitting and talking for half of lunch, so that wasn't much of a presentation but I guess I did well. It kind of made me sad though, realizing that I didn't want to leave the classroom and would have rather stayed to chat for the entire lunch. I like adults. I hate people my age. I spent the rest of lunch by myself reading. I'm gonna stop blogging now before I get sad again. I hope next week is a better week. Life drawing was decent today. The end.